Betrayed Again and Again and Again and Again and Again......

How many times is someone supposed to be betrayed before they finally get the hint?  How many times is someone supposed to be lied to before they finally say enough is enough?  How many times does someone have to feel drug on before they get the hint?  Well i have to say that enough is enough and I am completely done with it.  I am a much stronger person then this.  I am a much better person then this.  I was told tonight by my potential pet/slave that she loves me and she wants to be mine but she is not sure about me not hurting her.... WTF is that all about????  Was she not sure about getting hurt by any of her other Master hurting her?  She claims that I am more real then the other ones.  She has felt me, she has seen me.. So she then asked me to promise that I would not hurt her.  I told her i would not do that... I told her that I could not promise that.  I did tell her that I was going to try to not hurt her.. that apparently is not good enough for her.  She wants to wait another month and a half to let me know if she wants to be mine.  AM I FREAKING STUPID????  


I guess time will only tell...