WHAT MORE CAN BE PUT ON MY PLATE???

August 23, 2010 ~


Today was a day of emotions.  I woke up in such a good mood, feeling like i am going to concur the world, even though I woke up later than I anticipated, still I did make it to work on time.  I felt like I was going to get my work done in plenty of time.    My day started off with feeling pretty good and then it progressively got worse and worse.  I have this girlfriend that wants to be a part of my life and my new Master's life but she is jealous of my and his friendship, so she causes problems with me because of it.   I have only one thing to say... I was about to just tell my girlfriend to pack sand and leave me the heck alone.  I have lost sleep, lost tears, and lost my temper (which i pride myself on not allowing anyone to get me to do) over the jealousy that she seemed to portray but not admit to.  Even as I am writing this she is still arguing with me about her not being jealous. 

Then I tried to get her and my new Master to speak to each other about what has been going on between them and now, even though I have said I want to stay out of the middle of it, I am still being brought in the middle of it. 

So then I come home to find a couple of text messages from a dear dear girlfriend of mine, that I always have loved.  Saying for me to check my email that she has sent me an important email and wanted my opinion.  I couldn't wait to get on line and check it out.  She wanted my opinion on her getting a sex change.  It has always been her dream to do it and now she is asking me for my opinion.  I have never felt so privileged to have someone ask me such a life altering question.  That makes me feel good.

Now for having my new Master... I am very happy that he is so understanding as to what is going on in my personal life.  Yes my other Master was also understanding however comma he thought that having an orgasim would solve all of the problems of the world.  Well sorry that is not what i am about.  i prefer talking about it, yelling about it and oh i don't know maybe even solving the problem.  It is almost like his way of thinking is almost like the thought process of an alcoholic.

Well I have to go and get into bed.  Hope my ramblings on doesn't put you off.

Have a nice day!