Tonight I finally wrote my promise out, to the man I love and want to grow older with. It is a bit long, and maybe a bit corny but it comes straight from the heart. I want to share it with someone, to get their opinion, but unfortunately she is sleeping right now. Her opinion means a lot to me and I can't wait to hear what she thinks. I am going to email it to her as soon as I am done with my blog.
The last few days, I have been really down on myself. I can't explain why except for the fact that I just don't feel like a good person. Like I am not worthy of many many many things. I feel like I am just going through the motions of life and not having any kind of love returned to me.
How do I change it? I don't know. When will it change? I can only hope that my trip is the one thing that will help me change my outlook on life.
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