Friday, September 10, 2010

Depression

Tonight, I am a bit depressed.  I am feeling very lonely tonight.  I haven't done much today...  After work I was given a ride home, then I was picked back up to go get my vehicle from the mechanical shop, then went to the grocery store, then ate supper.  After that we ate supper, i went up stairs to my room and tried to craft.  I started to but i just wasn't in the mood.  So I turned on my computer, talked to a good friend, and watched a couple of episodes of my favorite sci-fi  show and organized my ribbon.  RIBBON!!!  I organized ribbon!!!  How pathetic is that?  Talk about depression and loneliness!!!

I finally get to talk to the man I love.  I was hoping for a little reassurance that all is going to be well and that I would get to talk to him later.  But all I got was have you heard from your potential pet...  HAVE I HEARD FROM MY POTENTIAL PET?!?!?!?!?!!?  WTH!!!  I am not really wanting to hear from her until she has actually proven to me that she wants to be my pet...  All she keeps doing is telling me things like she has a guy that she works with that want HER to be HIS Mistress... things like she has figured out why and what kind of love she has for the man I am in love with.  I don't understand it at all!  Maybe I am not meant to understand.  Maybe I am not supposed to understand it at all. 

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