Time to Get Caught Up

Well where do I begin.  I would first like to apologize to those that have been reading this, I have had a lot on my mind since the last entry and i know it probably would have been better to "talk" it out, however comma I have been doing just the opposite and tucking away in my shell.  I don't know I am doing it until I am told I am doing it so I apologize.

Now What happened?  I got offered another job, within the company that I work for.  I would like to take this bot but what really bothers me is that the girl that I replaced came in and on the sly, talked to my boss and from what I understand she asked for her job back.  I like my job.  I like where I am at right now, however I like the idea of learning something new and being a part of a new crew (so to speak), but I don't like the idea that she has just walked right in and basically stabbing me in the back and taking my job.  I know i can do the new job very easily.  It just makes me feel like I am not doing a good enough job, if she can just come in like that and ask for her job like that.  Does that make sense?  I hope so.

Then there was yesterday....  yesterday... wow yesterday...  I saw a side of the man I live with in a whole new light.  He really showed me how much of a double standard kind of guy he really is.  He does not see it that way, I am sure, but it sure was double standard.  Without going into too many details, let's just say, he had better not complain of pain any more, or complain about me complaining about pains and not wanting to go to the doctors.

Today was a different story.  It was actually a good day.  I will not say great because the man I live with kept trying to pick fights with me most of the day, until we got to our final destination, the Renissance Fair.  I had a good time, there were a couple of things I would have liked to purchase but I am sure I can purchase them somewhere else in town.  I hope.  But I was able to get a black lace parasol.  I am very happy about that.  Now I have a white one and a black one.  The most difficult part of it all was the fact that I was with the cheapest man alive and that was going to kill me and our son, but I just sucked it up after I got my parasol.  That was the main reason I wanted to go anyway.

So now you are caught up with me.  I understand that this is the abridged version, but I have been told that I have a tendancy to ramble/babble and that isn't a good thing.

Hope you are all having a good day!

xoxo